• Thoughts about performing were taking over my life.
• I had extreme physical reactions to performing, even going to a concert could lead to anxiety.
• I experienced symptoms/feelings such as stomach churning, sweating, feeling hot, shaking/bow shakes, heart racing, crying and feelings of dread.
• I would obsessively practice things that I knew I could play.
• I was taking beta blockers for all rehearsals and concerts.